| Friday, November 20th, 2009 |
| 10:08 pm |
People act they way they want and don't care how it affects others. Why do I even bother? |
| Friday, November 13th, 2009 |
| 10:27 pm |
that was a morbid dream
I dreamed I was dying of a terminal disease so I decide to spend the rest of my days making a Garbage documentary and trying to get them back together before I die. I did get to hang out with Shirley. That's all I really remember about it. |
| Saturday, October 17th, 2009 |
| 7:42 pm |
Talking to Allie today
I realized that I tend to avoid dealing with something that could either be nothing or not and by not dealing I just end up letting it eat at me until I'm a mess. Allie said the same thing that happened with me regarding Thom happened to her and it turned out it was just some Facebook glitch. If that's the case then I feel bad that I thought he deleted me on purpose after Becca died. It was a bad time then so I wasn't thinking straight and I just assumed the worst. |
| Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009 |
| 8:07 pm |
Don't you hate it when you sleep for 10+ hours and you're still tired? That's the way it's been the past couple weeks during my off-days from work. I'll probably be okay when I start back tonight. I think the problem's been working 11-7 Saturday night and then having to go back in at 3-11 Sunday. |
| Friday, August 21st, 2009 |
| 10:24 pm |
Again?
A couple days ago I got a e-mail from a dating site from someone. It wasn't like I had anything else going on so I wrote her back yesterday morning. She replied yesterday evening but I didn't get a chance to read the e-mail yet since I've been busy and now I checked my Hotmail account and saw that she wrote me a second time and has added me to her favorites. I don't know, it seems a bit fast. It reminds me a little of the last one that got all creepy and clingy. Why do I always get stuck with the weird ones? Am I that horrible? I'm probably going to have to go along with it anyway since it's all I can seem to get. |
| Wednesday, August 5th, 2009 |
| 12:48 am |
My favorite new insult
I was over at ESPN.com earlier and there was an argument going on between a couple goofballs in the User Comments section in one of the articles. They were throwing out the usual "Internet Tough Guy" and "You live in your parents' basement" insults and then one calls the other a "Professional Online Dater". That cracked me up for some reason. I guess the implication was that online dating for losers and if you're a professional at it you're a real loser. I don't know. |
| Monday, July 27th, 2009 |
| 11:53 pm |
As I said to Maya on Facebook
You have to feel for the poor pizza boys in porn. They just want a tip and then move on to the next delivery but then the girl in the tight t-shirt and Daisy Dukes shorts asks where is the extra sausage she ordered. It's a good thing the real world isn't like the porn world. No pizza would ever be delivered on time. They'd have to throw the "30 minutes or it's free" rule out the window. |
| Friday, July 24th, 2009 |
| 7:28 pm |
Okay, music industry, that's enough
Halestorm? Really? I'm all for having more women in rock but this is just Nickleback with a vagina, though "Nickleback with a vagina" is a redundant phrase since Chad is the biggest pussy around(did I just say that?). I know that since I'm a guy I'm supposed to shut up and just enjoy the titties but there are places in real life and on-line to see titties so I don't need it. It's just music created by marketing companies. "According to our research and polling what the rock market need right now is a more horny and less religious Flyleaf. Saul, Murray, get to work on putting that together after lunch and tomorrow morning we'll send it out to the radio stations along with the other 265 clones of Pudddddle of Seething Shining Back or whatever they're called. Flood the marketplace? Nope, never heard of that phrase." Forget Halestorm, I'll stick with Alestorm. Scottish Pirate Metal rules. |
| Wednesday, June 10th, 2009 |
| 1:25 am |
Don't you hate that?
I can understand a few days to reply to an e-mail but 2 1/2 weeks? Unless you were in a car accident or something, what's the deal with that. |
| Thursday, May 28th, 2009 |
| 10:22 pm |
Question
Who is this Susan Boyle lady and why should I give a fuck? |
| Friday, May 22nd, 2009 |
| 10:20 pm |
after tonight, four days off from work
My brother and his family is coming up for my niece's first birthday. The grandparents are looking forward to that. Hopefully it will knock me out of the weird mood I've been in. Have a good weekend. |
| Thursday, May 21st, 2009 |
| 6:13 pm |
I hold a force I can't contain
I have this chip on my shoulder that drives me. It could help push me to reach my potential but it could also just as well crush me under its weight. It's something that I have to live with, I guess. |
| Wednesday, May 20th, 2009 |
| 9:42 pm |
seriously
I envy you guys that have a relationship. To borrow a line from Homer Simpson, "The dating scene is a nightmare!" Occasionally I've checked out places like OKCupid but there's nothing really there. I almost miss the creepy girl who was obsessed with marriage. At least she liked me. I probably should have forced myself to stick around. I did try but couldn't do it. I know, no one likes it when I act like a emo bitch. Whatever, don't judge me. |
| Tuesday, May 12th, 2009 |
| 1:45 pm |
Wish me luck
I'm getting ready to mail off the first agent letter. |
| Friday, April 10th, 2009 |
| 10:28 pm |
woo-hoo!
I finally got my living room furniture. |
| Wednesday, March 25th, 2009 |
| 2:30 pm |
here's the letter I worked on for the agents for the new book
My 65,000 word novel, Night Journey, is a supernatural thriller with an apocalyptic backdrop. There's been interest in the end of the world with all the speculations about what will, or won't, happen in 2012 in the news and on-line. In 1983, Charlie Jobson is saved from a near-death experience by a mysterious young man who tells Charlie that he will get all that he desires but at a price. Over twenty-five years later, Charlie is a washed-up screenwriter in California whose glory days are behind him. He is summoned back to the small town in Delaware he grew up in and thought he had escaped. He begins a cross-country journey in which he encounters imps, killer angels, and the undead. Following Charlie is a Los Angeles police detective, who barely survived a run-in with dark forces of his own, who is investigating a series of celebrity murders. When Charlie and the detective's paths cross they will discover their destinies. Will they survive? Will the world survive? This could be the start of a potential series. If you are interested, I have two other books out through on-line publishers, Song of the Succubus and Madhouse, the latter has a connection with Night Journey that will be revealed in later books while the former could be made into a separate series on its own. Thank you for considering Night Journey. Sincerely, William Pusey |
| Thursday, March 19th, 2009 |
| 10:21 pm |
hurray!
I can get l/j replies again. I still don't know how I put l/j replies on the blocked list on Hotmail. |
| 5:09 pm |
That's weird
I just noticed that I had LJ-reply on my blocked list on Hotmail. I don't know how that happened. Maybe that's why I haven't gotten any replies since December. Yesterday I was listening to Happiness Part 2. I laughed during the "Oh holy shit" part because it reminded me of the Grand Canyon. |
| Monday, March 9th, 2009 |
| 3:43 pm |
Guess who's back
The cable guy came by the new apartment today and plugged everything in so I'm back on-line. Did you miss me? Now I need to get some furniture. Dad said one of my aunts was going to give away some living room furniture so maybe I could get that for free. If I get that then all I need is a kitchen table and chairs. I also have to get my car registered and a new license. |
| Friday, March 6th, 2009 |
| 11:36 pm |
Tomorrow is moving day. I wish it was the move out west that I wanted to do, Stupid collapsing economy(I just said that in a Homer Simpson voice). But it's a start. |